ΗΑΤΕ?

I am trying to hate you

with all my heart

This hate comes out

of love

It is a hate 

against a "tearing apart" solitude

you imposed to me

So I hate you 

to do not destroy myself

to do not end as a desert monster

who has thrown every living thing

away from his side

preparing itself 

to commit someway

-even the strangest-

suicide.

Because I feel so half

I cannot bear living

Though my logic

does not let me fill the other half's gap

in a summary way

So I hate you

to have you with me

to bear to have you with me

for ever...

There is no other way, my love...

Only by hating you.