COURAGE

SADNESS DIGITAL VERSION CHRYSSA VELISSARIOU 2014

How and with what courage

could I go on?

My boats were drowned 

By my angry little god

I opened my soul like a 

hundred petals' rose

I dared it for the first time

But it was late for a teenage romance

I woke up old , fat and more deserted

Are you not the one who knew

To assuage in wisdom ?

Are you not the one who saw since she was six

That death is her most proximal friend ?

Are you not the one who could defeat her body

For the benefit of her soul ?

These were my greatest enemies:

The logic and the understanding

My self , my one and only free will ,

Waits for years me to offer her my love

What a disorientation !

My psychosoma was ignored by me 

That was primarily though 

The reason for which

I was called down here to serve 

Hug youself, you are autotrophic !

Why do you worship idols ? Confusion ...

Hold any helping hand reach towards you !

Who you 're asking in the nights of despair

was not ready to follow ...

You are the first who must love your being , 

do not wait to be loved by fighter of another battle

He did well

He protects himself

What do you demand ? 

Him to hold your own shield ?

You did not see that you were always the quarterback ?

How do you require a decision to be taken

From the irresponsible , for your war , soldier ?

Is it not enough for you

that he lives through you ?

None else is responsible ,

except only you

You bring your own risk!

And whoever you rule,

he only enjoys the benefits

of you war which ,

Soothe his own

You have no other choice,

after you pounced

You can go only forward,

Until the oil of your soul to spend

Do not have illusions !

No twin ego was created

From your own mold

You're born alone, and your blessing

Is that you are free and able

to get closer to another soul as long as it bears it...