BAD MODEL

WOMAN LOOKING BY THE WINDOW
DIGITAL VERSION CHRYSSA VELISSARIOU 2014

My life is a departure

You were really sweet

My young passionate lover

But you weren't the one I've been with

You were just the mean to meet

For a while

The one who I've lost

The one who makes me wander, 

Remember 

Love and hate

The one who makes me hide

My passion behind 

Smoke, Words and Pain 

who I miss awfully but I will never

Deal its return

Some things come late

(ok, I got the message)

I'm glad they came

I let them go

But please give me the chance of a last wish: 

I wonna smoke once or twice

I want to forget

I want to do something bad

And get punished... 

I know, I'm weak and irrational

And a bad model for kids

Sorry I cannot change anymore

I cannot be innocent anymore

It is too painful...