WHAT LONELINESS REALLY MEANS TO ME

BI-COLORED ROSE DIGITAL VERSION CHRYSSA VELISSARIOU 2014

I'm in a such fog!

I want to think

Something to

Cheer up

The only thing

Which turn around

My mind just

Like the voice

Of an owl in the dark

Is one an only scream

"Alone, alone, alone..."

I blame myself

I' m in the middle 

of nice people who

I love and

I was in a way

Always loved

I really do not

Understand

What I'm 

Searching for...

Perhaps the reason

That I never fit in

Regular backgrounds 

Is just my weirdness

That I continue 

Living, loving but

Not adapting

I feel different

Perhaps I reallly 

Need to feel 

Alone in fact

To underline 

My sincerity

I 've searched

Unsuccessfully 

For a brother soul

But I'm not sure

I really wanted

To find it I would

Feel perhaps less

Unique and

Precious to myself

I would be perished

In my love for him

Definitely I would...

So I give myself 

To the different

To loneliness

Defining in fact

My identity

Trying to know

And understand

Myself