TIRED

NOW DIGITAL VERSION CHRYSSA VELISSARIOU 2014

If I could use a word 

to describe myself

that would be

TIRED

tired of living

tired of giving

tired of accepting 

tired of learning

tired of loving

If I could use a couple of words 

to describe you

that would be

MY HOLISTIC HEALER

MY PANACEA

Do you understand?

I found the courage to enter again 

in the illusion of happiness through you

I even scorned Death!

You didn't!

I failed...

My passionate heart

my devotion

the transmutation of my status quo

weren't enough

You needed more

So sorry I haven't got it

to offer it to you!

God only knows

how much I wished it!

How much grateful 

I am to you!

How furious I am

against myself...

DO NOT tell me that

I am wrong!

I know, but

I cannot help it.