I don't like to be exposed cos all my life is a cover something
Do not laugh
The old poetess hates what she dared
The old poetess loves her restrictions
I don't wish to harm my innocent followers
I don't want to be alone without them
People who could tolerate my life are abhorrent to me
Among them you too
The bandits who perverted my existence
I thought I needed your dark aura
but the only thing you offered me was
a dangerous deceitful foggy emotional labyrinth

