DAMN! YOU MAKE ME DOUBT!

EYES DIGITAL PAINTING CHRYSSA V.2014

How is it possible,

distant brother,

you to be so

horribly blind?

Is it possible

a human being

to see a kid's eyes

and kill ?

Is it possible 

a human being

to call "cleaning"

and "successful work"

the elimination of 

the favelas kids

How can you brag,

can't you see?

You do not even fight

You do not even make war

You just become a serial killer

Yes, distant brother,

though I can not hate you

though I deeply pity you

for your brain wash

for your abjection

for your mutation

into a senseless

monstrous and cruel

killing machine

I STRONGLY ACCUSE YOU because

you demean the human species

you are the proof that I am the 

fiercest wild animal on the globe 

because you make me lose

MY FAITH I am "in the image and likeness" of God

Because I do not ACCEPT a God

who slaughters children

even more just to "play ball"

I CURSE YOU , distant brother,

not because I do not love you

but because I really would wish you

not to exist! Do you understand?

I'm in pain, I'm in tears, 

I'm screaming, mourning

pulling and uprooting my hair

I'm in despair! You put me in despair!

You deprived me of the hope

and the vision I possess an eternal soul...

You make me suspect I don't

If there is a God-like soul in us

- they say God is the LIGHT-

how can it bear to act under

the domination of a so perverted and DARK mind?

Is the OBSCENE ANGEL so strong

he can overshadow deity in us?

I REALLY CURSE YOU, distant brother

You stopped my palliative illusion 

You ruined my naive dream 

I am expelled once more 

because of your acts

from my paradise...